Sunday, April 15, 2012
Its been so long
dah lama gila gua xupdates blog gua. dah bersawang seyh. pui pui. apa nak jd la aku ni. aku kira nk dkt setahun kot aku x update. lama gilaa weh. sorry ye kpd peminat2 semua. kak long bz dgn study. xlama nanti kak long akan mula menghiasa majalah2 dan juga kaca television anda semua. nantikan kemunculan kak long yea! till then, roger and out! :)
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
New entryy
Okay seriously title pon mcm harem. No idea. Sucks.
Worst sem break ever.
Plus aku dah baek dah. - Err. I tried.
Bosann. Xtau nak tulis ape.
Kang nti tulis psl feeling, menyampah + skt hati plak bace.
Aku pon xlarat dah nk bersedih2 ni.
Penat, im telling u. Its not worth it.
Unless...
Okay enough. Not goin to talk about any relationship anymore.
Life sucks. I hate my life, sometimes.
But still aku igt tuhan eh.
Just sometimes i just hate being me.
Ermm. Dah le tu. Later later jela.
XOXO.
Worst sem break ever.
Plus aku dah baek dah. - Err. I tried.
Bosann. Xtau nak tulis ape.
Kang nti tulis psl feeling, menyampah + skt hati plak bace.
Aku pon xlarat dah nk bersedih2 ni.
Penat, im telling u. Its not worth it.
Unless...
Okay enough. Not goin to talk about any relationship anymore.
Life sucks. I hate my life, sometimes.
But still aku igt tuhan eh.
Just sometimes i just hate being me.
Ermm. Dah le tu. Later later jela.
XOXO.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Merindukanmu
D'Masiv - MERINDUKANMU
saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
reff:
selama aku masih bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
reff:
selama aku masih bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu
saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang
Thursday, April 28, 2011
U needed space and i needed air.
Before kite kapel, i just broke up with my ex. Who's fault is that? Well, obviously my fault. I didnt mean to... Well. After that, i get to know u. At first u kinda annoys me. HAHA. Seriously. But u did took my heart away. I let u in, without knowing that im hurting the other guy. Not just a guy. Four of them specifically.
Not to brag but. Thats the fact. At that moment, i do cry because i did not know who to be with. If i stick with A, im afraid i cant be a good gf for him. If i choose B, im afraid i will be the one who always be hurt. If i with C, he just too boring for me, no adventure. :) If i choose D, i just befriend with him, for few month okay.
But i choose u out of them. Cause i just follow my heart, what my heart says. I trust my instinct. And yes. U're the best out them.
Why?
Sebab u and i, we both have chemistry. We both LOVE the same thing. Well im not that into outdoor stuff much and when i know u're into it like VERY2 much, u make u realize my true passion.
And u know what?
Because of u, i'll try to change myself. Try to adapt with u. Sometimes i dont like what im seeing or what type of person that i've become. This is so not me but im glad. Im doing this for ya.
Recently, u told me that u're not the one for me. Why? After 7 months, baru ckp? How could u do this to me. U said u loved me but there are so many prob. Its okay. I dont mind facing all this shit. As long as im with u.
But u ckp u bkn type of guy nak berkapel2 ni, nak bersayang2. Then 7 months tu ape? All this just a waste of time ke?
U ckp nope. But u cant stand it, hurting me so bad. U feel guilty dragging me into this. But im not. I dont mind gettin hurt by u. Shit damn it i love u, u pon syg i. Knp nk jgak ckp cmni? I can let it pass.
Let bygone be bygone. Will ya? Nope, u still cant forgive urself. Im speechless and cried a lot. I cant focus on my studies. All that i can think about is u.
We could make it work. Just like when we 1st being in love. Kan? Can we just go to those days? When u 1st take me out on a date? Remember?
I know u do remember. But u also said that theres another prob. Personal.
Last night u told me everything. Only god knows how hard i cry. Smpi dah xlarat nk kuarkan air mate lg. Teruk kan? I dont mind. I just nk u and me get back together. Macam dulu. Knp dulu blh, skrg x?
Ya allah ya tuhanku lembutkan lah hati die. Let him know how much i love him. I dont want this to be over. I cant afford to lose him. Ya allah , permudahkan lah perjalanan hubungan kami. Kau perikanlah petunjuk. Agar hubungan ini dpt diteruskan dgn izinmu. Amin.
I love him. But u needed space and i needed air.
But i choose u out of them. Cause i just follow my heart, what my heart says. I trust my instinct. And yes. U're the best out them.
Why?
Sebab u and i, we both have chemistry. We both LOVE the same thing. Well im not that into outdoor stuff much and when i know u're into it like VERY2 much, u make u realize my true passion.
And u know what?
Because of u, i'll try to change myself. Try to adapt with u. Sometimes i dont like what im seeing or what type of person that i've become. This is so not me but im glad. Im doing this for ya.
Recently, u told me that u're not the one for me. Why? After 7 months, baru ckp? How could u do this to me. U said u loved me but there are so many prob. Its okay. I dont mind facing all this shit. As long as im with u.
But u ckp u bkn type of guy nak berkapel2 ni, nak bersayang2. Then 7 months tu ape? All this just a waste of time ke?
U ckp nope. But u cant stand it, hurting me so bad. U feel guilty dragging me into this. But im not. I dont mind gettin hurt by u. Shit damn it i love u, u pon syg i. Knp nk jgak ckp cmni? I can let it pass.
Let bygone be bygone. Will ya? Nope, u still cant forgive urself. Im speechless and cried a lot. I cant focus on my studies. All that i can think about is u.
We could make it work. Just like when we 1st being in love. Kan? Can we just go to those days? When u 1st take me out on a date? Remember?
I know u do remember. But u also said that theres another prob. Personal.
Last night u told me everything. Only god knows how hard i cry. Smpi dah xlarat nk kuarkan air mate lg. Teruk kan? I dont mind. I just nk u and me get back together. Macam dulu. Knp dulu blh, skrg x?
Ya allah ya tuhanku lembutkan lah hati die. Let him know how much i love him. I dont want this to be over. I cant afford to lose him. Ya allah , permudahkan lah perjalanan hubungan kami. Kau perikanlah petunjuk. Agar hubungan ini dpt diteruskan dgn izinmu. Amin.
I love him. But u needed space and i needed air.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
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